there are so many thoughts on my mind.
sometimes it seems that I am going to explode.
however, there seems to be not enough time to sit down and think through it all, and make sense of this stuff into words.
tonight my hair is fuzzy. annoyingly so.
I should already be in bed. wake-up comes at 5am for the grand 6:15 shift I'm scheduled for. I love my job, love my shift. . .but don't so much love the getting up part.
sometimes, I just desperately want to dress up cute for work. but it's always the same old uniform, belt, nametag, shoes, hair put up. my mom bought me new shoes and they are a FAR better improvement on the last ones. today though, we got invitations for our company Christmas party, and it said formal wear is required. I am absolutely excited! altho...I don't think I own anything that quite fits what I want to wear, so maybe I'm going to have to sew something. *sigh* it's that or go shopping, and I have some really nice pieces of 'formal' fabric...just need brains & time to go together to make something. lol.
anyhow, I'm running. I feel sooo behind with life, with photography, with everything.
feel like a failure at times.
like with a photography love I want to turn into a business, but the business doesn't seem to happen, even if I give people prices and ask if people want their pictures taken. what am I doing wrong? you don't have to answer, I just need to ask it.
anyhow, I shall run. oh, I already said that, did I?
till laters,
- me
If you're going to sew I highly recommend purchasing a pattern from wal mart! I know it sounds corny but honestly it's only a dollar and they have so many selections. Plus it's easy and for quite a few patterns it's easy to modify as well! =)
ReplyDelete^ thank you! I actually have TONS of patterns I have bought at JoAnns when they put patterns on sale for $1 or $2. =) I can't fathom spending more than that for a pattern!
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